love is life

love is life
manchmal bleibt einem einfach nichts anderes übrig als davonzulaufen und nie wieder heimzukehren ♥

Dienstag, 19. November 2013


Freitag, 15. November 2013

some facts


YES - NO

Appearance

I have/had piercings besides the ears.
I want piercings besides the ears.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have/want a tattoo.
I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/had braces. 
I have more than two piercings.

Embarrassment
Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.
Health
I’ve gotten stitches.
I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.

I’ve had chicken pox.

Travel

I’ve been to Florida.
I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometers in one day.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Colombia.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Europe. I’ve been to Ottawa.
I’ve been to the Caribbean.I've been to Spain.
I've been to Italy.
I’ve been to Cuba.

I've been to Greece.
I've been sking.

Experiences

I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve slapped someone.
I’ve kissed someone underwater.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been in a musical.
I’ve auditioned for something.
I’ve been on stage.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
I’ve pranked someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.

Honesty / Crime

I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
I’ve broken a law.
I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out.
I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve been in a fist fight.

Death
.
I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone/something die.
Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.

I wished I would be dead.
I’ve thought about suicide before.
I’ve written a farewell note.

Materialism

I own over 5 rap CD’s.
I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
I collected comic books. 
I own a lot of makeup.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I own something from The Gap.
I own something I got on E-Bay.
I own something from Abercrombie.
I thrive on compliments.
I thrive on hate.

Random
I can sing well.
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news occasionally or always.
I don't like to kill bugs.
I sing in the shower.
I’m a morning person.
I’m a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I care about grammar.
I love spam.
I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
I bake well.
My favorite colour is either white, yellow, pink ,blue, red, black, green or orange.
I would wear pajamas to school.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
I’m really ticklish.
I like white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I’m good at remembering names.
I’m good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
People
..used ask if I was anorexic/bulimic.
..called me fat.
..say I’m skinny. (BUT I KNOW I'M NOT!)
..have said I’m ugly.
..have said I’m pretty.
..have spread rumors about me. (A LOT!)
..force me to eat. 
..say I eat too much.
..say I eat too little.

Eating

I’ve lost weight.
I’ve gained weight.
I’m at my thinnest.
I’m at my biggest.
I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.
My weight affects my mood. A lot.
I diet. 
I’m vegan/vegetarian.
I exercise.
I’ve fainted from exhaustion.

Family

I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve planned to run away from home before.
I’ve run away from home.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want kids.
I’ve had kids.
I’ve lost a child.

Relationships
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I have/had a friend with benefits.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

I’m a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I’ve kissed a stranger.

Bad times

I regularly drink.
I do not care about myself.
I can’t swallow pills.
I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point. 
I have/had anxiety problems.
I shut others out when I’m upset.
I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset.
I have taken/take anti-depressants. (BUT I SHOULD TO!)
I’ve slept an entire day.
I’ve plotted revenge.

Mittwoch, 6. November 2013

Dienstag, 5. November 2013

oh, dieser junge, damn!
nö, ich steh nicht auf ihn, nö!
aber fuck, seine küsse. fuck fuck fuck.
ein glück, dass der nur was lockeres will, halleluja!
und ein glück, dass ich dieses lockere erfülle!

ich darfs jetzt nicht verbocken, mich bloß nicht verlieben.
und er sich bitte auch nicht, in ein anderes mädchen.
das soll mit uns lange sein. sehr lange.

ich will mich so lang es geht heimlich mit ihm treffen,
in der schule.
ich will ihn so lang es geht heimlich küssen,
mit ihm rummachen.
ich will das, alles, und noch viel mehr.

Anié