I just want you to listen ...

I wanna say something. I wanna say it to you:
The silence isn't so bad until I look at my hands and feel sad, beause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly. But I know the best things in life are unseen, thats why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry and dream. And that's the reason why we'd kiss, I'd cry, and I'll dream about you forever. I can't get your smile out of my mind, I think about your eyes all the time, even when mine are closed, because you did the right thing to the right girl at the fucking wrong moment, your mind was only in it for a minute. ("He walks her home, now he walks alone. The days they turn into years, the eyes they drown in tears!" ♥ )

Where's my dream? Where he has gone? I'm so fucking high of a love and drunk from the hate.

Answer me, boy, please: What happens when you're still in love, but time rips you apart?

Did you get it? I need your love. Pull me up! I cant swim on my own, its too much, it feels like I'm drowning without your love. Last week you said I was a dreamer - now it's dead - and I'll forget the world that I knew, but I swear I never will forget you.

Even if it hurts everytime again... to see you're online, but you doesn't care that I am, too.

And it hurts more to see you everyday, to think about you every moment, to breathe for you in every second - and all you give me is ignore...

And even when you look at me my heartbeat stops for a while - WHATEVER - 'cause after a second I'm wishing "dear heart, please stop beating forever".. Did you know that when I see you I'm smiling? But stop, listen: that's just a fake, 'cause inside I'm so damn fucking dead!

Even if you don't fall for me you make my life a little better, and it doesn't matter that I hate to feel that shit, when I see her around you - that shit what makes me wish become dead. Just because I'm still dead inside. 'Cause I can't live my life without you here. I fucking need you.

Anié